Rhamadinna
I’ve never thought that I would have such a wonderful life. Only these words can record it and tell me that I indeed own this wonderful life!
I thought I would only feel tears. But I was wrong. I have felt smile and laugh too. I’ve never known it if I never had looked back and thought of it carefully. I own tears, smile, and laugh.
I was a pathetic human being for my self long back. Not my mistake. I was too young to understand how to live my life wisely for my self instead of living for other people only.
I’m always in the moment of learning anything in life. I’m doing my part that has been asked to do. Because I never know the real knowledge of how this life carries on including my life. Only the creator of my life knows the knowledge of what my life actually is, the conclusion, the cause, everything. Only Allah knows.
I hope that before I leave this world I can leave a little knowledge to the coming generation. Surely, I can’t conclude my life time journey in one word, one sentence, one paragraph, one post, or even one blog. A saying said, “No free lunch.” I hope that my writing can help me to collect the scattered pieces, to help me to conclude in the end. It’s my writing which helps me to stay conscious of my entity on earth.
I read it and I know that I’m exist. Allah doesn’t come to earth only to tell me that I’m real. He guides me to help my self. And I will do my best to follow His guide, Al Quran. Not to please Him, He doesn’t need me. It’s indeed for my self.
I’m in the beginning of learning to love submissively what I’ve been through, to love today instead of thinking about tomorrow, to love people with full of submission, and on top of that to learn how to love my creator with full of submission instead of desperation.
I’m awake now from my long pathetic illumination life though indeed the world is a huge and complicated set of perception and illusion. I’ve never regretted what have happened, because they’re supposed to be like that. Now, it’s only a change. And apparently my life changes, every day even every second!
I’m a learner, knowledge chaser, lover, believer, daughter, writer, wife and mother want to be, entrepreneur want to be, observer. I belong to my self, family, friends, lover, and Him for sure.
Pertama belajar saya di tes kemampuan bahasa Inggrisnya, daan hasilnya hancur belepotan grammar saya hahaha… Alhamdulillah Ms. Dinna ini type pengajar yang baik dan sabar banget ngajarin dari basic yang saya sudah lupa semua (maklum hampir 12 tahun ngga pernah di pakai).
Cara belajar dengan Ms. Dinna ini flexibel, saya bisa conversation ataupun mengerjakan latihan soal-soal yang sangat membantu untuk merefresh pelajaran yang sudah lupa (seperti tenses, conditional sentence, grammar yang benar, etc) kalau ngga ngerti arti vocabnya tinggal tanya deh hehehe.
Yeah, tidak terasa sudah hampir 5 bulan saya kursus dari Promo Class sampai beralih ke Pertamax Class dan alhamdulillah menurut saya sendiri sudah ada kemajuan serta banyak tambahan kosakata dari setiap percakapan, kalau kata Ms. Dinna sih “ your conversation skill is getting better “
Yup practice makes perfect !!
Saya senang sekali bisa belajar bahasa Inggris via online ini..ngga hanya belajar aja tapi bisa sekalian sharing pengalaman apalagi kalau pengajarnya smart, sabar, berprestasi kayak Ms Dinna…bisa menginspirasi dan menambah semangat untuk maju menjadi Kartini masa depan 😉